Unfortunately, I became significantly less interested after they leave the city, since Faen begins to have more self-doubt at this point and the situation of being on the run had ended, however, there is one more scene I think is worth mentioning. During the escape from the city, Piras attempted to betray the entire group several times. Eventually he had a change of heart and returned to help them, and after leaving the city, he acknowledges that he acted recklessly and doesn’t trust himself to control his own impulses, asking for an overseer from the larger terrorist group to help keep him in line from now on. However, upon going on a trip to a black market, Piras “accidently” bumps into someone else and spills his coin purse, so that the marketgoers go crazy and scramble to pick it all up, fighting each other. One thief manages to directly steal something from Piras and after a long chase sequence, DIES in the attempt. Of course Piras spilling the coins was not accidental, nor on impulse, he PLANNED it beforehand because he wanted to explore the market without interference from the overseer that he himself had asked for. Piras’s “impulsiveness” had already lead to many people dying or having their lives uprooted by this point, but here is an example of a needless death as a direct result of something he did on purpose.
Piras at no point shows remorse for her death or for anyone who died or had their lives destroyed as a result of his actions. This makes me think, more than anything, that Piras has never been “impulsive”, and that not only does he not care about any of the values he claims to hold, but that he is at least partially psychopathic. Piras states clearly that he is fully aware about how much damage his “recklessness” has caused, but then proceeds to carry out a reckless plan knowing that it runs the risk of going the same way, and for purely selfish motives. The implication, then, is that Piras was manipulating the group by trying to make them believe he felt remorseful, and that this way he could shift blame for his actions to the overseer for failing to do her job properly.
I saw a lot of people in the comments of Awaken who liked Piras, calling him “cute”, “quirky” and “relateable”. He's an example of the problems that come with a character built on relateability. He is relateable only to a certain demographic, and if you aren’t part of that demographic, his actions can only be judged from the view of an outsider looking in.
Awaken is my ultimate “Love & Hate” comic. It was a rollercoaster of emotions from beginning to end, and I still don’t fully know what to think of it. The only reason I haven't continued reading it is because the author toned down Faen significantly in later chapters which really harmed the dynamic the two had, imo. Check it out, whether or not you like it more than I did, it’s an experience I think shouldn’t be passed up!